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It's Fine, I'm Ok

by Nico Carnago

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1.
I've been dreaming some dreams that will not exist I've been feeling some things that I can't resist Driving slowly I think think about a lot Play my cds the sad ones are all I've got On that evening you left slammed the door on me It was heavy, it hurt hurt so painfully There are bruises, they stay never go away I am broken It’s fine, I’m ok
2.
I was laying in my bed when I answered your call I fell asleep when we were texting and forgot it all Cause I was dreaming about being with you riding our bikes Like the first time you and I did on that summer night I went to California caught some waves and came back to you I had a fever of 104 just missing you When I got home it was the picture that you made of a wave That picture is still on my dresser it’s so beautifully framed It still is The same All the time I realize why I still try Like all the life on summer nights when I feel alright
3.
Baby waited for me on Halloween She said her mask would scare me, I don't think it will I know everyone can tell I'm an empty shell But baby likes me better when I hurt myself Baby called me in the morning She said she talks in her sleep, I don't think she does Baby wraps me up in her blankie She said if I don't wake up I'll live forever in this dream
4.
And I know that this is hard But it will get easier So don’t get in your car Cause I know you’ll go see her Cause I know you'll go see her And I know she doesn’t want that But I know that you will do that So just lay back on your bed Put some sad music in your headphones And I know you feel your dead But trust me you're not alone But trust me you're not alone You can talk to me ok I am here to make you ok If it feels like it won’t end Well trust me your heart will mend And I know that over time You’ll get better you be fine You’ll get better you’ll be fine In my heart I know you’ll get there In my heart I really do care So when that time comes it will You can stop feeling so ill And please do not discard cause she made you who you are Cause she made you who you are It’s the pain you felt from her It’s the pain that made you stronger And the memories of her All of them I still remember And the memories of her All of them I still remember And the memories of her All of them I still remember All of them I still remember All of them I still remember All of them I still remember And I wonder What I’m missing out on And I wonder And I wonder Who I’m supposed to be right now And I wonder And I wonder WillI ever be the same And I wonder Will I ever be the same
5.
Gone 03:44
Crying in times that are the best I wanted to know Are you so sad that you won’t even show You told me that You have those secrets up your sleeve And I’ve seen them But when healing turns to peeling I will know and I will say Please don’t go Stay right here Please don’t go Trying to find the same excuse That never was true I saw the writing on your arm You showed me and There’s nothing worse than to know that you hurt Yourself But there’s a light deep in the dark and you can see it So please don’t leave Stay right here Please don’t leave Stay right here
6.
Rocket 03:45
Early in the morning I wake up on the couch I go and grab some coffee and think about how You and I were always Happy when together But now your not mine Now you’re gone forever Right around lunch I look out side I see couples waking and And a tear drips out of my eye A tear drip A tear drip He cried a little tear That’s sad Whatever happened to you Whatever happened to me If the words you said were true Why’d you leave I’m feeling so good I’m feeling so great Can I take you out Will go on a date I’m feeling alone I’m feeling so tired Can somebody help me Before I expire
7.
Finally waking up in the morning I got a couch I sleep on and the things that trouble my head Wonderin' if tomorrow I’ll still wake up on that couch or I’ll be dead Driving my car through the narrow streets I’ve got a song that I like to play on repeat It’s a sad one but aren’t they always It’s ok cause I like em all the same And I went to your house and I thought I’d know what to do by now I thought i’d know who I was by now You never told me it’d be this hard I was a kid when I learned how it felt to be loved And unloved I remember the summers that washed over me like a wave And I remember the day I’m sorry I’m always so blue But doesn’t this kind of thing ever happen to you I’m finding a binding in life At least something to keep my body from taking flight And I went to your house and I thought I’d know what to do by now I thought i’d know who I was by now You never told me it’d be this hard Eating away at the day, I needed your help now I need you to stay Running away from my brain, Is it just me or do you feel the same I think I’m going a little crazy Man I think I’m going a little bit crazy Aren’t we all just going a little bit crazy Aren’t we all just going completely insane
8.
Tonight 03:53
Cause I wanna hold you close tonight I’m I’m gonna love you till the after life With all my heart and mite We’re gonna be husband and wife I'm gonna treat you oh so right I’m I'm gonna miss you when your gone Cause I I may not live for long If you’re not here i don't belong If you’re not here everything is wrong I’m gonna miss writing you into my songs I am living in the dead And I am seeing you in my head Keep hearing all the things you said I can’t stop praying for the burn to mend I am never gonna leave this bed Cause I can’t even speak anymore I can’t even cry anymore All the things that I have known Are now all gone I see you again
9.
Back in october when I was in school The fall was coming and the weather was real cool I liked all my teachers and I liked my friends But 7:30 AM was a bit too early to attend I'm late all the time and I'm not getting sleep What's the deal, past relations and my feelings were so deep I'm trying to succeed in what I love to do Everyone's telling me I can't, well let me try and prove it to you To the teachers and my parents And my friends who said don’t do this It’s my choice, it’s my decision, It’s my fault, if I die living To the teachers and my parents And my friends who said don’t do this I still love you I still love you I still love you I still love you
10.
Someone close to you has gone away today And they left behind nothing to hear or say We weren't close to him but sorrow still floods our veins Hours after this all I still felt was pain The fear of emptiness haunts us all inside Something's been eating you I know can't be denied Nothing's worth loosing you to things that are not fate Someone's gotta speak up and stop this we're way too late Nothing's gonna make us laugh We miss you we want you back If something's gonna make us laugh, It's the memories and only that Nothing's gonna make us laugh We miss you we want you back If something's gonna make us laugh, It's the memories and only that
11.
I'm Sorry 04:28
On that night I saw you you saw me I didn’t know how to be Something’s there It could go it could leave It could never be reality And I’m sorry If I made you feel Like you weren’t good enough for me Cause to be honest It really was the opposite Of what you thought baby Imagine if all of this was just a dream And I woke up to a text from you good morning Imagine if all of this was just a dream And I woke up to a text from you good morning Imagine if all of that was true I would run over to your house and scream I love you Imagine if all of that was true I would run over to your house and scream I love you
12.
Come Back 04:48
Come back to me Cause I need you to stay Please don't leave me I can't say it any other way Asking questions And you answering them too At the graduation I guess i never really knew (I never knew I never knew I never knew you) Losing reasons To continue this at all Barely breathing Just waiting for you to call It’s the needing feeling That eats me to the bone And the harmful healing That makes me want to stay alone Alone in my head Is the only way to live I’m not dead, But i’m surely not alive Alone in my head Is the only way to live I’m not dead, But i’m surely not alive
13.
When the night grows dim I’ll I'll be waiting When I'm on my last limb I’ll I'll be shaking But I'll still be waiting For you for you but I'll still be waiting For you for you Long sleeved shirts and pants do comfort me now As long as I can sit back And dream of just how I will still be waiting For you for you And I'll still be waiting For you for you I long for comfort of life Just as leaves fall You could be so nice And you could change all I will still be waiting For you for you And I'll still be waiting For you for you And I’ll still be waiting for you I will still be waiting for you

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This is a collection of songs mostly from 2018 recorded in my basement, room, and basically all of the vocals, except for "It's Fine, I'm Ok'" and "Rocket", in my car.

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released June 12, 2020

Written, Recorded, and Mixed by Nico Carnago
Except for the piano part in "It's Fine, I'm Ok" played by Forester Day and written by Erik Satie.

Thank you to Carli Carnago for taking the album picture on the Fourth Of July of 2018.


Thank you to everyone who supported me through the making of this album.

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